What Defines Us...
Is it society? Is it you? Is it them? Is it her? Who is it?
I believe we define ourselves, but we are scared to admit it. We are gullible to believe what someone says. We are so ruled by society to think that we are less than we are. Society doesn't understand no two people can be the same, yes they may have similar qualities but there will be something different that separates them. We need to take a stand against society and choose for ourselves. We are worth it! We need to define what we see.
Some days we look in the mirror and just see ugly. We cant look past what society thinks is acceptable. But what really need to see is us, ourselves. Because we deserve to think we are beautiful. We deserve to think we are meant to be here. We may not think it at the time, we need grow and spread the word.
You dont need to hurt yourself because of what society says or what someone else says. Girls tend to beleive it more than guys because of how we pressured into society to act and look a certain way very young. Yes there is a time where guys feel the same. We all feel the pressure on us and sometimes we cant handle it. We just want the pain to go away. I know how you feel , I was there once. It nearly not only hurt myself but those around me( family, friends, ect..).
Let me tell you my story....
First off my name is Kathyrn, I am 22 years of age. I was bullied once because some took of advantage of telling me that I was ugly and unwanted. I used to afraid to go to school because I knew the bully would there waiting for me. I was always looking over my shoulder for her. I was on major edge through school. I could never fully concentrate on my school work so my grades began to drop. The A's and B's turned into D's and F's. I was so afraid to stand up to my bully because I thought it would just make it worst if I did. There were moments, a lot of time, were I thought about ending my life. There were days that were worst than others. And over time I just got sick of the pain. I wanted the pain to go away. So I tired to end my life by taking pills and overdosing. I was so to death. When I say that, I do mean so close like if my friend found me later than what she did I would have been dead. But she found just on time, that there was time to hope. I did not remember what had happened when I woke up in the hospital. I remember waking up and my friend was there by my side sobbing because she thought that she had lost me. She told me what had happened and then the pieces fell into place. But now I know, i should stood up for myself from the very beginning. I should of never stopped fighting to prove the girl wrong. We should never harm ourselves because of what someone else is doing. You dont know how good of life and how thankfully you are to be alive when we have had a near death experience. I did loose a lot of weight because they did have to pump my stomach to get the pills out of my system. I could never put myself through that again after I saw the hurt and then relief in my friends eyes.
You know how people say think before you act... I believe in that saying because if I would of thought about what would have happened to everyone around me and not just thought about myself, i probably would of never done it. So think before you act on something. I know you don't what to believe it and think its silly. You are concerned with getting rid of that pain that we do not stop think about what our actions will do to others. So I ask you all to stand up and help those in need even if they don't ask for it. They are just probably too afraid to ask for it, to ask for your very help. Don't turn your cheek and think everything is alright and that person is just having a rough day, it might be something bigger than what you think. Be there as a supporter. If they don't want to talk about it fully then do not pressure them just stand by them and have their back, it will be enough for them. Be there friend, not just another hater.
Have you guys gone through something similar or going through it? I am here if you want someone to talk to
you can find me at:
twitter- @youtubemakeup94
snapchat-@kickat94
instagram-@Disney__Geek101
pinterest-
or on here
Love you all!!!
Love dearly,
Kathyrn
I believe we define ourselves, but we are scared to admit it. We are gullible to believe what someone says. We are so ruled by society to think that we are less than we are. Society doesn't understand no two people can be the same, yes they may have similar qualities but there will be something different that separates them. We need to take a stand against society and choose for ourselves. We are worth it! We need to define what we see.
Some days we look in the mirror and just see ugly. We cant look past what society thinks is acceptable. But what really need to see is us, ourselves. Because we deserve to think we are beautiful. We deserve to think we are meant to be here. We may not think it at the time, we need grow and spread the word.
You dont need to hurt yourself because of what society says or what someone else says. Girls tend to beleive it more than guys because of how we pressured into society to act and look a certain way very young. Yes there is a time where guys feel the same. We all feel the pressure on us and sometimes we cant handle it. We just want the pain to go away. I know how you feel , I was there once. It nearly not only hurt myself but those around me( family, friends, ect..).
Let me tell you my story....
First off my name is Kathyrn, I am 22 years of age. I was bullied once because some took of advantage of telling me that I was ugly and unwanted. I used to afraid to go to school because I knew the bully would there waiting for me. I was always looking over my shoulder for her. I was on major edge through school. I could never fully concentrate on my school work so my grades began to drop. The A's and B's turned into D's and F's. I was so afraid to stand up to my bully because I thought it would just make it worst if I did. There were moments, a lot of time, were I thought about ending my life. There were days that were worst than others. And over time I just got sick of the pain. I wanted the pain to go away. So I tired to end my life by taking pills and overdosing. I was so to death. When I say that, I do mean so close like if my friend found me later than what she did I would have been dead. But she found just on time, that there was time to hope. I did not remember what had happened when I woke up in the hospital. I remember waking up and my friend was there by my side sobbing because she thought that she had lost me. She told me what had happened and then the pieces fell into place. But now I know, i should stood up for myself from the very beginning. I should of never stopped fighting to prove the girl wrong. We should never harm ourselves because of what someone else is doing. You dont know how good of life and how thankfully you are to be alive when we have had a near death experience. I did loose a lot of weight because they did have to pump my stomach to get the pills out of my system. I could never put myself through that again after I saw the hurt and then relief in my friends eyes.
You know how people say think before you act... I believe in that saying because if I would of thought about what would have happened to everyone around me and not just thought about myself, i probably would of never done it. So think before you act on something. I know you don't what to believe it and think its silly. You are concerned with getting rid of that pain that we do not stop think about what our actions will do to others. So I ask you all to stand up and help those in need even if they don't ask for it. They are just probably too afraid to ask for it, to ask for your very help. Don't turn your cheek and think everything is alright and that person is just having a rough day, it might be something bigger than what you think. Be there as a supporter. If they don't want to talk about it fully then do not pressure them just stand by them and have their back, it will be enough for them. Be there friend, not just another hater.
Have you guys gone through something similar or going through it? I am here if you want someone to talk to
you can find me at:
twitter- @youtubemakeup94
snapchat-@kickat94
instagram-@Disney__Geek101
pinterest-
or on here
Love you all!!!
Love dearly,
Kathyrn
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